Zhi has had two street abortions done when she was younger. The second scarred her uterus, rendering her barren and further embittering her about mothers and children.
Was going to do a short story about those events (part of the reason why she ran from her gang), never got around to it.
Zhi always wanted to be a mother, find love, settle down. She will never admit to that, not even to herself.
She donates some of her money (since she has little, we're talking a few gil here and there) to street doxies worse off than herself, but always makes it seem like it isn't charity. The only reason she does this is because of her deep child's love for her mother, who was a whore.
She doesn't bathe or groom herself because she feels like it gives her some measure of control over her surroundings. This habit was adopted while she was in indentured servitude.
She loves life and its struggles to an extent even she doesn't realize.
Was going to do a short story about those events (part of the reason why she ran from her gang), never got around to it.
Zhi always wanted to be a mother, find love, settle down. She will never admit to that, not even to herself.
She donates some of her money (since she has little, we're talking a few gil here and there) to street doxies worse off than herself, but always makes it seem like it isn't charity. The only reason she does this is because of her deep child's love for her mother, who was a whore.
She doesn't bathe or groom herself because she feels like it gives her some measure of control over her surroundings. This habit was adopted while she was in indentured servitude.
She loves life and its struggles to an extent even she doesn't realize.
