I feel you. I play games like .Hack, or watch an anime like Log Horizon. Or even read any fantasy novel, and somehow want to recreate that sense of wonder and excitement in an MMO. I found it, but it was really only the first MMO's I played when I was younger. I feel like once you get older and more experienced at MMO's that specific part of the magic fades away. You get too good at looking at the things the game gives you and just seeing the raw underlying math.
I wish you well, because what you want is something I'd like to have again as well. Somehow I doubt it will ever happen though.
I wish you well, because what you want is something I'd like to have again as well. Somehow I doubt it will ever happen though.
