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SAACHI'S POST SECRET: MYSTERY PENPALS [OPEN]


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SAACHI'S POST SECRET: MYSTERY PENPALS [OPEN]
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RE: SAACHI'S POST SECRET: MYSTERY PENPALS [OPEN] |
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02-14-2014, 08:20 AM
(This post was last modified: 02-14-2014, 08:23 AM by Xifang.)
<<In response to Kiht!>>

Saachi found it hard to contain her excitement in general.Nothing like the usual stereotype of the dour, serious, composed Elezen she’d heard of, anytime Saachi felt an emotion she acted honestly upon it. Having a new letter to read always lifted her spirits, and that this one came from a brand new penpal made her heart soar! People were still finding her letters; people were still interested in them. They weren’t just throwing them away (well, ok, some were… but it didn’t seem to have happened in quite some time); they were reading them.

Her almost manic grin faltered only when she read the questions she was being asked and then only briefly as she questioned outloud: “...What lengths would I go to to keep the ones I love alive? Is this a threat? Am I going to be tested on this?” Was she about to blackmailed? Were her friends going to find themselves kidnapped, bound, gagged, beaten and demoralized all because she left a silly letter under a rock?

Reading on, she felt relief wash back over her as she was convinced that the letter writer had not actually meant to threaten her at all. “…Perhaps they’ve been through something themselves”, she wondered, curiously, “that would cause them to ask that?”

She pulled out her new quill. Her old one well beyond the point of writing lovely (or even legible) letters, she’d used a chunk of the last payment she’d received from work with the paladins of Ul’Dah to buy a particularly lovely quill and extremely nice ink in a, perhaps too ornate, bottle. This would be the first letter she tried them out on! She prepared herself for the inevitable ink splotches that came with writing with a new pen and settled herself in to the desk in her inn room.

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“My perceptive friend,

You could smell the letter from a distance? That’s amazing!My father used to claim that I was particularly gifted, in part because I am his daughter and that is what doting fathers do and perhaps believe, and in part because I do seem to have particularly keen eyesight and hearing. My sense of smell, however, has always seemed somewhat dull to me. This comes as a blessing at times, I believe, as I’m often in situations where I do not think that having a great sense of smell would be of any real benefit to me (the smell of death, for instance, does not need to need to smell stronger). Other times I really regret it. For instance there are a number of lovely flowers in Gridania and if I could just open my window and smell them on a breeze I think that would be really wonderful. I would also find it fun to use a sense of smell to treasure hunt for more hidden letters! I think it is a really incredible skill that you have; did you have to hone that ability or were you born with it?

You’re right about nature. I’ve studied conjury a fair deal and those are a lot of the lessons that are taught there, but I actually believe that your one sentence said it much better than an entire book I read on the matter once! Perhaps you should consider teaching or writing your own book!

How far would I go? Well, you’re right that I can’t know until I’m in the situation. Of course I want to say: “Anything and everything!” and at the moment I actually believe it. But I look back on ways that I have sometimes treated both my friends and my family and I can’t help but feel somewhat guilty and doubtful of my convictions. Still, I want to believe that I’d sacrifice it all for them.

Or maybe I want to believe that I’d do everything in my power to help them while staying alive. Sometimes it seems to me that saying “I’d martyr myself” is almost too easy. Sometimes it’s much harder to say “I’d save them all and stay alive in the process”.  When someone dies that is sort of the end of their responsibility, isn’t it. The burden of living is then left on the people they left behind. If I just casually threw myself to the flames as my first thought for saving them, they might go on living and blaming themselves for my decision. I’m maybe getting too philosophical to your question.

Would I defy the Twelve? I don’t know the answer to this either. But I do wonder what lengths I wouldn’t go to for love and my beliefs. If the extent of my love and convictions far outweighed my devotion to the Twelve… well, there might be a problem there right from the start, but yes, I’d probably defy them.

As for fighting against my environment? It’s much too long a story for now (and perhaps too dull?) but I feel like I’ve already done that. And, yes, I’d continue to do so. There are moments at night when I’ve extremely lonely and I feel very small and sad and I wonder “should I have done that?”, but my determination to keep moving on and living my life the way I chose is far louder than the regrets. I think I made the right choice.

I do want to become stronger. It’s nearly an obsession tome. I’ve studied to become a paladin as well as one who casts white magic and I do it because I want to push myself. I want to be someone who not only talks about how things need to be done in this world to make it better, but because I want to do something about it. I want to be a shoulder to lean on for the weary. I want to help people in pain. I want to bring optimism back to the world. They’re very lofty goals, but I’ve always been the ambitious sort.

And I can’t say if it’s stronger to love one’s gods more than one’s family or vice verse. I think the strongest thing is to know yourself and live by your own convictions, moral compass and compassion. If you can leave this world knowing, “No matter what, I fought for what I believe in” I think that is the strongest and noblest thing there is.

Your questions have really put me in an introspective mood!What are your answers to these questions? What do you believe in? I’d really like to know! And if you have poetry… I’d like to know that too! The truth is, I am a real sucker for stories, poems, music, art, any of that! People are always commenting on how spaced out I look. It’s probably because I am daydreaming all the time. Or maybe it’s just my face…

I hope to hear from you again!
-Saachi
 

And with that she pulled a bottle of cologne out of the desk drawer. She hadn’t used any of it since she purchased it, but it reminded her of her father so she’d purchased it on a whim. She popped the cap and took in a deep breath of it, the familiar smell of It wrapped itself around her heart and surprised her by causing her eyes to tear up. Ah. There was that loneliness she’d mentioned in the letter.

She smiled through it anyway. At least she’d met someone new. She dabbed the letter with the cologne and made her way to the Blue Badger Gate.

<<Kiht! Would you mind if I posted your letter on my FC forum as well so that I have all the letters together there? :-)  Thank you for writing!  >>
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SAACHI'S POST SECRET: MYSTERY PENPALS [OPEN] - by Xifang - 02-04-2014, 02:35 PM
RE: SAACHI'S POST SECRET: MYSTERY PENPALS [OPEN] - by Knight Kat - 02-12-2014, 05:48 AM
RE: SAACHI'S POST SECRET: MYSTERY PENPALS [OPEN] - by Xifang - 02-14-2014, 08:20 AM
RE: SAACHI'S POST SECRET: MYSTERY PENPALS [OPEN] - by Knight Kat - 02-14-2014, 10:54 AM
RE: SAACHI'S POST SECRET: MYSTERY PENPALS [OPEN] - by Steel Wolf - 02-15-2014, 10:39 AM
RE: SAACHI'S POST SECRET: MYSTERY PENPALS [OPEN] - by Xifang - 02-15-2014, 12:31 PM
RE: SAACHI'S POST SECRET: MYSTERY PENPALS [OPEN] - by Xifang - 02-15-2014, 01:01 PM
RE: SAACHI'S POST SECRET: MYSTERY PENPALS [OPEN] - by Steel Wolf - 02-15-2014, 04:08 PM
RE: SAACHI'S POST SECRET: MYSTERY PENPALS [OPEN] - by Xifang - 02-17-2014, 03:50 PM
RE: SAACHI'S POST SECRET: MYSTERY PENPALS [OPEN] - by Steel Wolf - 02-17-2014, 05:51 PM
RE: SAACHI'S POST SECRET: MYSTERY PENPALS [OPEN] - by Knight Kat - 02-17-2014, 07:53 PM
RE: SAACHI'S POST SECRET: MYSTERY PENPALS [OPEN] - by Steel Wolf - 02-18-2014, 02:10 PM
RE: SAACHI'S POST SECRET: MYSTERY PENPALS [OPEN] - by Xifang - 02-24-2014, 08:33 AM
RE: SAACHI'S POST SECRET: MYSTERY PENPALS [OPEN] - by Knight Kat - 02-25-2014, 11:07 AM
RE: SAACHI'S POST SECRET: MYSTERY PENPALS [OPEN] - by Xifang - 02-27-2014, 04:50 PM
RE: SAACHI'S POST SECRET: MYSTERY PENPALS [OPEN] - by DreamedReality - 03-02-2014, 12:38 AM
RE: SAACHI'S POST SECRET: MYSTERY PENPALS [OPEN] - by Steel Wolf - 03-02-2014, 10:50 AM

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