
Oof. I hope things turn out well for you. I had circumstances affecting my emotional state and what time I had, and taking a break to deal with them really, really helped. RP should be fun. If it becomes more of an obligation than a stress relief (especially considering your financial situation), then it's time to take a break to take care of you.
I hope all gets better, or (at the very minimum), more easily manageable -- emotionally, physically, and financially.
I hope all gets better, or (at the very minimum), more easily manageable -- emotionally, physically, and financially.