I have managed to sing again, and it felt as if a great tension was released from my heart and I felt free again, unlike I have felt for some time. I was very pleased with the response from the assembled throng, it is always difficult to be heard over the mass of people. Both songs in fact were received well, though I am sure the second caused some eyebrows to raise, though I did hear one pirate shout his appreciation. It was exactly the effect I hoped to achieve, and yet it did not see me tossed from the premises.
I am still deliberating what happened recently when I found myself parting from those I loved. Though someone told me recently that at times we have to be selfish, if we are in need or in a situation that makes us unhappy. I am not sure, and there is the matter of broken promises. These have been weighing on my mind recently. I know it will be some time before I feel I acted for the best, the doubt still holds sway in my mind.
But I cannot dwell on this forever, to do so would have me stagnate, unable go grow. If I cannot learn from these mistakes it is double the mistake. I cannot let live pass me by, for fear of making another mistake. That is something I hope not to do again, as I have in the past. Caution is good, but inaction will only lead to depression.
I am still deliberating what happened recently when I found myself parting from those I loved. Though someone told me recently that at times we have to be selfish, if we are in need or in a situation that makes us unhappy. I am not sure, and there is the matter of broken promises. These have been weighing on my mind recently. I know it will be some time before I feel I acted for the best, the doubt still holds sway in my mind.
But I cannot dwell on this forever, to do so would have me stagnate, unable go grow. If I cannot learn from these mistakes it is double the mistake. I cannot let live pass me by, for fear of making another mistake. That is something I hope not to do again, as I have in the past. Caution is good, but inaction will only lead to depression.
